MICAH BALLARD
September 25, 2010
Let Us Wake Rifles
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POOLS OF OLYMPIA
Those who pass through us
cannot be touched
I raise my hand & allow another
first unmuffled slurring
later colloquial blending
I learned it from spilling their crowns
& these are the Soldiers of Bourbon
I am a pupil of their torsos
we would travel for a night
then practice at making ourselves available
many divinities imposingly free
it’s not important to know
who they are, just what they do
smashed glass gutter core
exact proportions darkly mingled
it is the right of the rite accomplished
the highest farewell between heaven and earth
luminous species, visible breathing
a real sermon in marble
main attractions left unfinished
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NOTES FROM THE CHEMICAL OUTPOST
Of the death of my hair
I have a devoted lisp
faux forgettables to fade the stragglers
& concoct one with the other
for more of a Pac reservoir
exiled surroundings
with a minor plea for secrecy
I’m leaning towards a new astronomy
dream copies to peep the future
& mark them off as calculated weeks
for a kind of luck that perpetuates
more writing less survival
enough with these familiar voices
fusing about the terrace
this vista requires faster cutting
as in “fools who rush into the scene
get rushed back out”
or how I learned to mix the languages
& do it in code
because you called I’m here
because I haven’t a phone I’m here
let us start over & wake
rifles like we used to.
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HAILING A LUXOR
Walking through
these projects I need another out the door
for everyone else to seem free
spare the details, look me in the eye & mean it
but don’t humiliate me from a lack of dedicated grandeur
if my predictions are off it’s not out of boredom
qualified reality is conflicting enough
it doesn’t take forever to gain admittance
though the codes keep changing
to wake up alone is to lie in bed with everything
some choose to erase the swagger
others trick it out by a wage made worthy.
There should always be a score or a least
a looming hook-up to balance the opposites
I recommend what she recommends
Little Kim interview number six
different track same diss, see how we are now
slightly worn & captive with any pairing.
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NEXT DAY AIR
It is three o’ clock.
I shutter the fortress & sign her name in cursive.
what I thought an abduction
turned out to be the last of the Bordeaux
do not be abashed
I was second in Greek, fourth in French
but that was before the thrashing
I am one of the mutineers
(Adieu. Good night)
a few lanterns here and there and that’s all,
one less demonstration for the Headmaster Ritual
the gong will ring at any moment
everything you have given me so far
has been an excellent choice
in short my idea was quite legitimate
divide the controversy & withdraw my candidacy
that score cost me a fortune
be careful to cover the corners especially well
recommend speed, the greatest speed
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AN ERROR ON THE VERSO
We specialize
in stray touches, half-hinted speech
minute arrivals that offer no protection
we are not mysterious worlds
only what we’ve made on our own
in an alley, a parking lot, the back of a bookstore
we are the inmates, imitations of the original
busted at the age of eight for flashing motorists
later for criminal trespassing
at twenty after so many…
we sit underground at 16th
registering forms & leaves of absences
heightened perceptions that move in the untold
they exist as we construct them
& have lurked the system long enough
our lineage is of that a different kind
we dial a hollow return
a crown of renewals that disorders the heights
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ALL POWERS ASSUMING
I troth the swamp sheen
bucking shadows of the many mirrored
not like the horns we used to
these polarities faileth not
you enter thru a trap door
& follow the winding slopes
the baths are like provinces
& filters rolled to perfection
we are broadening what was obvious
well sought sheets put off by surrender
“I was never a thief in the material
anything I owned was a gift
& anything given I gave away”
the rest is too inadequate to recall
centuries before I would have
now other cares encrypt the mind
well graduated light
with mother-of-pearl pretenders
their free & easy manner was always contagious
Micah Ballard was born in Baton Rouge, Louisiana. Selected books include: Negative Capability in the Verse of John Wieners, Bettina Coffin, Evangeline Downs, Parish Krewes, New Poems from the Winter Palace, and the collaborations Death Race V.S.O.P. and Easy Eden. From 2000-07 he directed the Humanities Program at New College of California and currently works for the MFA in Writing Program at University of San Francisco. He is co-editor for Auguste Press and Lew Gallery Editions.