March 31, 2010
CORA IN WINTER
MMMMMMMMMMMMMsick of weather
leansMMMMMa reed in the blind of the river
covers her ears at four o’clock MMMMMMMagainst the clash
–carillonsMMMcordateMMMredMMMthick as thighs
blue, she saysMMMhollowlyMMMand sees behind closed eyes
bottle gentiansMMMcoraclesMMMthe cloistered botany of purple vespers
she turnsMMMweeds tangle her hairMMMplankton fills her mouth
in her goddess-graceful bonesMMMabsence MMMdespair
years in a riverMMMgreen as a tiled bathroom
and fullMMMof echoed vowels
March 31, 2010
1. Escudilla Mountain
MMMMMMMMMMrocky mountain iris, wild parsley
MMMMMstand of aspen, sheltering
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMhigh in Engelmann spruce, warblers—
MMMMMMMMMMMMon top (10,800+)
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMhighest fire lookout in the state—
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMthe man looking for fires:
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM“being up here keeps me out of the bars,
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMI’m the highest paid person in the state—”
March 30, 2010
The following is the second chapter from Paul A. Toth’s 9/11 work, Airplane Novel, which he not-so-humbly considers the 9/11 novel due to the extraordinary inside-out viewpoint provided by the novel’s crucial conceit: the South Tower serves as the narrator.
In the first chapter, the South Tower introduced itself and Oswald Adorno, the first to set the towers on fire, first one and then later the other, before he was captured. This chapter continues Oswald’s story as other stories begin.
He Will Admit to a Fire
The fire began in the mind of a man coincidentally sharing the name of an assassin, Oswald Adorno. One Oswald fired shots, and the other fired fires. This is the start of all the conspiracies against me. Every spectacle makes diamonds of secrets difficult to differentiate from zirconia. I am adorned with Oswald and wear a necklace of conspiracy theories.
March 30, 2010
When Anne awoke the sun had just set and the air held a chill and, for a moment, she wondered where she was. She could hear the surf in front of her, could taste it, even, and the tip of the lighthouse could be seen over edge of the bluff. There were trees, and the road, and the close-cropped lawn, but nothing else. Anne was alone. She blinked her eyes, rubbed them, then sat up and wrapped her arms around herself against the cold. She turned her head and stared toward where she thought she had last heard Richard’s footsteps, furrowing her brow as if displaying an air of displeasure or irritation might allay her unease. She stood up, found a tenuous break in the leaves and followed it to the edge of the bluff, digging her nails into her bare forearms. Anne gazed down at the lighthouse, the tide pounding against its western edge. For the cold, and for the silence apart from the rhythmic surf, Anne was unable to speak, to call out for her husband, and it was this impotence that forced her to believe that he was nearby. The dunes went on for miles in either direction, besides, and the forest of eucalyptus, only growing darker, was long since impregnable, and so Anne stood, half-paralyzed, watching the waves buffet the lighthouse, biting her lip and gritting her teeth, yawning occasionally and despite herself. Read the rest of this entry »
March 29, 2010
MY LIFE AS A DAVID BROMIGE FICTION
In the late 70s, David & I would often run into each other at San Francisco poetry parties where alcohol was consumed, pot was smoked & someone would always set a typewriter up with a blank piece of paper in hopes of fostering collaboration, usually long & rambling exercises in gibberish.
One night, David & I huddled by the typewriter in a more minimal mood, typing the following two collabs:
Most tightrope walkers don’t die
WHO WOULDN’T BE DEPRESSED?
There you are in the 12th century,
& there’s 8 more centuries to go,
March 28, 2010
March 28, 2010
The human eye is a small globe in an orbit. A bony orbit, to be clear: more than 80% of the eye’s globe is protected in this skeletal socket. Inside the eye, an irreplaceable clear gel called the vitreous humor provides the pressure to keep our eye in its round. Read the rest of this entry »
March 28, 2010
The Number of Things
There are twenty things in the room. One is a shirtdress, made of chambray, that you would like to wear at a sidewalk café sometime. You’d hold a beer to your lips in a glass. One is a braid of wheat-colored hair, your boyfriend’s, from when he cut it off. One is a thin gold anklet Read the rest of this entry »
March 28, 2010
I used to collect things. When I was young, I filled Tupperware bins with my collections. With my hands, I smoothed over natural stones—amethyst, jasper, emerald—kept them in a beaded suede bag that I had purchased with allowance money at the Grand Canyon gift shop. I made my mom take me to Arby’s each week to get a different plastic California Raisin character. Read the rest of this entry »
March 23, 2010
[from Visitors, Cavaliers]
went to the door : a little thin :
flax cream light & peeled : widely open
glass persons who : not stained
incarnadine inhabit me
are not unrelated to memoirs, of passing through an age,
ever-soak this circumspect /
tears you elsewhere like historicity
(forward free the mastiff is loose among the eaves)
emotions of the warfare I grew up upon, if I didn’t
then flit among the wild & unbrackets,
the red stains of flowers & tall grasses
knowing a submerge-ment
resistant of photography memory annals to alleviate a subject
waiting for a vacancy to open
within the framework of this day-lit moon [ impossibly ] on fire–
someone has a lot to answer for the informant
has destroyed the mastiff, the illuminated parchment
we use to keep track,
of the awestruck, the terrifying
brink-root I compose
as to how I disappeared but reappear again
amid the shade of two moon-lit elms–
I’ll meet you later at examples & not assume a plentitude,
a favor upwards from the new wake, the strong
passage of yellow
ribbons tied upon my mental capacity :
is stretched out
& hours of
: to a voice I replay my staff
(forward free the mastiff eats out the carcass of a deer)
of some cities
at the walls
take place in fields, in meadows,
of species in the battles & the meadows
viscous, all the names
sap of milkweed pods, put your finger,
the heaving light of butterflies, the sticky
Are places in the storyboard & divided in dimension. I am salvaging
the papers we most enduringly require.
Uncanny subset. Anthropology.
March 20, 2010
Collage Of All 348 Of My Failed Loves Combined Into One Meditation Loosely Located In Gate’s Pass Concerning A Sunset And Its Vague Relationship To My Relationships But Also Dreams And An Angel
For Mayakovsky’s Immortal Soul
At night when my lover is warm in bed I take out a pen
from our little nightstand and begin a portrait. First I sketch
the contours of my lover’s body, from line to line to line
her skin gets into mine and I become paralyzed with proximity.
Trembling, I start over
sketching her across a moving blue valley. O.K
so it could either be a field or a large lake. She’s picking flowers
and apples from the one eyed midget’s orchard. She’s growing
older and beautiful, like an escalator blanketed in roses
she delivers my body up to our bed and raises her head
just high enough for my arm to fit in, her hair the sweetest
aborted abortion, and I thank her mother for choosing her hair tickles
on my nose (although I see how it could’ve gone otherwise and can’t
say that I wouldn’t be thanking another mother for another her).
Quickly, her hair and the midget’s face escort me into sleep.
We all collide in a dream. All of my blood paints the debris.
I am thinking beasts do the same. I am thinking about God
and popular sitcoms. God, God and popular sitcoms in a pool
of my blood, can you imagine, I am also thinking about black coffee
and cold work, but because I have yet to think, I am living in a deep sleep.
March 13, 2010
sky smattered, hair
peppered with time,
damp clay, smog
the surface, ocean
sliced into slivers,
cortex folded in
a perjury but its cakey
storms to move through
density, undo us
with cafeteria, dull nickel,
bark, the rhinoceros
by the watering hole—
majestic antediluvian jaw
March 10, 2010
this never happened//cracked tile//dishes in the bathroom sink//so many pens//wordswordswordswordswords//so many hours so many men//so many phone calls, birds//therethere//robots are boring//anxiety is boring//cogs and lights for eyes forever and ever//ice cubes on lips//drunkdrunkdrunk//please//little griefling–
March 8, 2010
FEEDING THE QUIVERING NIGHTHAWK
As my patient’s pupils whiten
they are like comets stopped
by a severe stare
it is like feeling the jet to death
the empty billetted corridor
it is like looking at a comet
& seeing the moving stairs to it
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March 6, 2010
We wake together, steeped in skin. Cassie rises and walks naked to the window, her legs barely plump, just enough to curve nicely. She lays her palm against the frosted window, peering through the U’s of her fingers. I can barely see through the glass, but the tree outside glistens with last night’s rain.
March 2, 2010
DA VINCI’S TANK
that grey haired fuck.
the one with the cracked tooth
who reminded me of me;
the one who laughed at
the engineer’s measurements
and had to redrill 40 holes
and set the timeless invention
his latest update was the
chip in his tooth
and the beanie that
kept his brain in his head.
let’s make sure crazy, grey-haired,
future me get’s access to canons
Over Here Sir!
the horror of it all is
right this way,
and don’t forget to take
time to listen to the
March 2, 2010
Return nothing and nothing is happening.
We are invariably in love, with people, undeniably invented, by cats.
It’s not hard, but it’s true.
Eleven days and eight hours,
I’m hoping it will make me smarter, acting like nothing happened to the
smell of summer night, the bricks and then the red and then the fugue and then the fighting,
For esteem, for someone younger, smarterprettier, we are all in doubt
it’s too hot, in my esteem, to think.
Your turn, now.
Give me some furtive gutless compliment.
I’ve been doing it all wrong,
collecting rain drops on one side of my tongue, while the rest smacks on,
not knowing that the other half is tasting,
in the guttural drawl
the honey of an abandoned mind
as if it were coal,
March 1, 2010
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